After such a long time. I consider it as long time. I guess nothing had changed on me. But the environment does, the people does.
Was thinking, about her. Why is she not wanting to talk to me? Perhaps, i know the reasons, or maybe not.
I know putting up a show for others is never going to be easy. An actor is to fool the audience. But, would you be mixing up your own feelings too?
I am not sure how to explain this to you, but like always, i hope you would be your old self. I am thinking to do things in the nice way, but would i be able to get the chance from you?
I am just wondering if you know what you are doing is going to hurt the both of us. I do not want my history to repeat itself. And i don’t wish to see the “uqienue” relationship with you to fail.
No matter what… The answer still lie in your hands.
Maybe i realise things too late again. But then, you should know what i am thining about. You should understand my thoughts and feelings. You should understood who i am conmitted with.
Definitely, I want you to stay happy always….
