Hi,
Well, i think the bond between my bro and i getting no where. i not sure where he learn all those things. and what’s more, he block me on msn. S*** him. well.. i can’t imagine what he will end up as. well. am i suppose to care? it was fate who brought the two of us together and share almost the same blood.
well, L8r gg for a run… hopefully all ok. and a floorball match after that. wished and hope it will not rain!! haha.. band performing i think… so… good luck! i gg to sleep.. goodnight ..
Hi,
Once again, i am here.
Suddenly, i do not have mood for anything. I am not sure what is happening with me. I felt just like a ship in the middle of the ocean, sailing aimlessly. This feelings was as though i have walk out of the path of which i am suppose to walk with. My heart was frozen. I guess it had been froze deep in the ocean. Of which, suddenly, i don’t know whether it is a good thing.
Week 1 of term2 ended. This week again. I need nothing much. I wasn’t that endu like the pass before. I just felt tired living. Perhaps a break for me? I lost the reason for pulling myself back in to Action. I found a new way to forget all my things- while i am doing my run. Today was finally a day of which i took a little break. I placed myself off work at 1530. Was home early, finally. No motivation, lost it. I wrote to my CCA teachers for breaks. No replys from them yet. Hopefully, permission granded.
I composed a poem from my dream perhaps on tuesday night. I force myself to get out of bed to wrote it, afraid that i might forget all about it the next morning.
I know I couldn’t sleep that night,
All I know is to be your knight,
I know, i could, i should and might,
To see your smile again tonight…
And Got to go… See ya again..
I guess this would be the end of my March school holidays in my life. Haha. i think it had been a very quick one… it was to me just a second. well. watch 3 movies this holiday. Hmm.. thinking back now, spending 12$ on movie is a bit stupid. well.. the third one wasn’t in cinema it was in school ITR2. movie screened by Mr soon. Guess, i learnt from all this movie.
The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing.
-Edmund Burke
I know change my opinion on local film makers… may be there will be a time for us to find out. if this tiny red dot is able to do something as great as a world police.
The Leaps Years is another great film, after jack neo. i think there are still room for improvement for all films.. So i wished to direct one… haha.. i wonder…
i think i had to start work very hard now.. course, i have not finished holiday assignment! haizz… okok.. got to go.. and see you guys soon. 
Things aren’t going so great? Well, i got myself a new target to achieve. Actually this target is also one of this year overall goal.
To complete a marathon.
distance, i am still not sure about that. but then likely to go for the 10km one.
And to add on! I went for a run with miss lee on monday and tuesday! monday i did abt 5km in garden, then Tuesday 8.3 km on the ”trackmeal”. It was cool. first time running in the gym for one whole hour! and i didn’t stop! hahaha.. but one thing is that i got ache went i woke up this morning and yesterday morning. haha.. hopefully nothing goes wrong, since i am going with her again tomorrow!
Hope that god can hear the following: Hope that it doesnot rain tomorrow. it had been raining for the pass week from monday!
Wel.. this holiday is a little break…. but not to full break… maybe it was a bit of ”fuel top-up station” for me.. and hopefully this new oil will last me all the way to O level chinese.
So.. take care guys… going off to do work! and anyone interested to run tmr. Do let me know! Any other time also can… see ya!!
Hi!
Back to what i wanna say yesterday.
My secondary school life is coming to a very end, with less than 3 more term to go [plus, minus holiday etc].
Looking at where the school is moving towards, how Deyians are moving and what they are doing. I forecast one thing.
IF NOTHING IS GOING TO BE DONE TO DEYIANS, DEYI SECONDARY SCHOOL WILL TURN OUT TO BE A SCHOOL WITH GANGSTER STUDENTS IN 5 YEARS TIME.
May be allow me to explain a bit of this.
Looking at the batch of sec 1 that we have this year. I can say that we are having more problems than the past. It seems that teachers do not have a very firm control at times. Adding on to that, discipline is lacking over the years. when i was sec 1. Many things aren’t like this. Students not doing there work? Arguing that they are right even when they are wrong? More and more Deyians smoking in toilet during lesson time, making the toilet as though like hell as you aren’t able to breathe properly. Deyians just don’t know to listen but to talk. Instructions passed down are always miss pass or not pass.
If discipline is not forced to the students, then what is the use of placing that word into the core values of our school? Is it only for show?
Why 5 years time?
So far sec 2 batch is still ‘ok’. Maybe only a few group. For the sec 2 to graduate it will take them another 3 years including this year. And for the sec 1 to turn out to be ”big gangsters” would take 3 years. Now, the sec 1 is not performing as well as they are. If they continue this standard, yes they will be destroy the 20 years of Deyi heritage. So. taking action now, might prevent this from happening.
To anyone who is able to read this and is from Deyi. I think it is time to think over this.
Note: The above post is from personal feelings. It mean NO harm/etc to anyone. Copyright and not to be use as a court evidence.
