well.. it seems that 3 more days school for 2007 will be over! well glad to know that.. however…. it seems i hav more more more activities during the holidays then during school!
at the same time nothing seems to go right!
the half of november is occupy by stuffss… from 2 to 15 not at home man!! of cause in between there are breaks for me to get home…
both the chalets i am handing now are in a big big mess… not i nv do my job.. the problem is so few pple go.. wat u expect me to do? find sponsor for u all is it? fat hope man! it is something that is for u guys to have fun.. and i dun even know how much fun u all are gg to get from this few 17-19 pple… haizz… not enough money .. wat can i do? cos tis still always the same.. well i can only conclude.. gals…. are nothing but just a BURDEN for the guys. super sick sick sick of this:
me: hmm are u gg to chalet?
gal 1 : hmm.. is XXX gg?
me: i guess not..?
gal 1: then i not gg liao..
me: why? that’s a chalet for everyone?
gal 1 : i dun really know the other gals.. so she not gg i not gg lor..
ME (THINKING): GG AGAIN!
so what will u think if this is say to u ? wah.. i dun wan to think abt it liao lah.. i m aangry for nothing.. none of u will understand.
super upset abt my cca also.. things always get caught up.. members not attending meetings… and crap that gif me super extra load.. all this would be void if all my members are committed to the cca.. well at the moment i take it as my fault lah.. coz i nv train my members and always failed to keep them inform. but then if this isn’t gg to change after next year.. i really really dun have any idea of who to pass the leadership to… haizz.. what ’s more … there are only 5 members for me to choose from! and i can only say.. i can only pray… not to say wat lah.. but then… sick of it liao… 27 members in the club… only 10, 15 members turn up.. what is this? haizz… sicked. totally sick …
i have nothing more to say about my life… i know i can’t be changing everyone’s mindset according to wat i wan.. no choice.. this is life… haizz… well just felt that suddenly i dun have a friend of my same age… haizz… no one… if u are a gal… think of wat i hav mention…